Wednesday, September 2, 2009

attention friends

i have new blogspot. thank you ;) ttyl.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

tensionnnnnnnnnnn

volume :100 %

pit bull- i know you want me
pink- please dont leave me
flo rida-sugar
akon- be with you ;)

Monday, July 6, 2009

='(

mama nk cut internet bcs my mid year exam's result was terrible.
shia x bole melawan. abah pn dh setuju.
mereka kate nk sambung blk intrnet afer my spm.
but shia akn update banyak2 nti.
just wait n see.
kak ya da blk uitm. rinduu nyeee ='(
i have to leave my acer aspire in my cupboard je.
gudbye huney. fieyra, i gonna misyu.
*gloom*

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

tears, make me stronger.

mungkin syasya tak suke tengok aku b'kwn/rapat dgn fieyra. yes. i believe it 99%. 1% more is she's just pretending she like it. aku tak tahan dah semua ni. bile aku buat baik, org amik kesempatan, yela kan sape la sgt aku ni dgn dye tu. aku bodoh + hodoh. kan ? dye bole buat ape2 je yang dye suke, including games me. aku pernah kne marah ngan ustazah because of her, aku pernah kne marah ngan pn lee, also bcs of her. but aku x amik hati pon mase tu, sbb dye kawan aku. tapi aku ni kawan dye or what ? sesukehati je nk down aku ke, whatever she likes. okay, dye kate dye x suke azreen, aku try buat2 x suke azreen sbb aku xnk sakitkan hati dye. you see : kalau aku happy ngan azreen, msti dye rase sakit hati, aku ni kawan jenis ape, x paham kawan. kan? BUT, dye tak pk ke prasaan aku ni, aku x suke n benci ngan hafizah, dye saje buat2 suke sgt ngan hafizah tu. helllo, what is your point ?! kalau kau betul2 kwn aku, kau x kesah aku kawan ngan fieyra, kau x kesah aku dapat markah BI tinggi than kau, kau x buat aku sakit hati, kau x jeles abg mat asyik nak b'gmbar dgn aku haritu. well, blakang aku kau kutuk2 abg mat, depan2 xbrani, jeles dye lyn aku adelah. apahal dgn kau ? okay aku tau kau pandai, aku TAK PERNAH dpt markah tinggi drpd kau, kcuali BM or BI. kau patut happpy, aku ade kelebihan kat situ. tapi kau dengki dngan aku everytime aku tinggi drpd kau. kau seronok aku bodoh maths, addmaths, account, chemist n whatever. everytime aku dpt kwn baru, mcm2 la kau kutuk dorang tu, tu laa, ni laa, padahal aku tau kau xnk dorang suke kwn ngan aku kan? aku malas dah nk berlapik2. aku sakit hati tahap dewa dah dengan kau & hafizah si penipu tu. pasal hafizah plk, aku sampai gaduh ngan ex-schoolmate aku ; erra, juita, najihah. dorang 3 ni x suke aku kawan nagn hafizah tapi aku kesian kat dye, dye dtg skola baru nk mulekan idup baru tapi ape yang dye balas kat aku ? macam taik. susah hidup dgn org yg suke dengki-mendengki. lebih baik aku kawan dgn budak kelas bawah2, budak skema, or budak2 bodoh. dorang slalu buat aku happy. semoge korang slalu bahagia, aku doakan. dengan ikhlas hati. mungkin ni dugaan Tuhan. aku redha. kalau x suke kawan dgn aku, tak payah terhegeh-hegeh cari aku or asked anything bout me. aku x perlukan kawan seperti engkau. Sekian terima kasih.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

yes !

Maaf ! 921007145648 tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010. Terima kasih.


" terime kasih kat awk jugak sebab x memilih saya. haha ! "

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

sick-suck day

today i woke up like selalu, 6.00 am i've opened my eyes but still rolled over on the bed. 6.15 am i went to the bathroom. i had a stomach ache, but it wasn't too pricking. i wondering why, i didn't eat something that illegaly for my health. when i was finished my bath, i straightly wore the school uniform and came down. i didn't told anything to mama about what i felt. yes like you know, of course my feeling is 'tak maw pegi sekolah'. but, just look at my mum, she's soo ummmph. plus, i'm not used to not come to school. so, i just went to school like usual, by my legs :)

on my way to school, ratna called me from the back. i stopped and wait for her. she's just left behind by her school bus! hahaha. during the assembly, my stomach showed her disposition. urgghh. saaaakit ! tuhan je yang tahu. everybody was standing up but i was squated. i didn't care anything because i felt like 'mama, adik nk pengsan ni!'. and was sweating. @#@#$^%^&$#$%8*

after a seconds, fida holds and carried me to the teacher on duty. thanks fida, you're my hero ! then, pn ong asked her to call my mum to fecth me up. some teachers were worried bout me, but some are like parrots and ducks , 'kalau u rase x larat, x pyh dtg skolah, kan dah susah ni'. grrrr. i hate it okay ! they're just added up my pain, not healed it. quack quack, quack quack ! *annoyed face*

okay, i'm angry with mama. she's late !!!!!! i felt like crying, but i can't. maluu lah. tpi sumpah, it's too pricked ! i can't stand it anymore ! my principal, pn hasnah sat on my right, while pk hem, pn azizun sat at my left. pn azizun asked me to have a breakfast but i won't. i can't ate anything. my stomach is not ready yet, plus, i'm fasting. pn hasnah said 'tak boleh2, u kena bukak puase..u kne makan.' hmmm. they bring me to the canteen and served me with milo, nasi goreng, omelette egg and air suam. they asked me to finish it all. hmmm. im touched ='). but i can't enter those foods to my throat. thank you teacher.

umm, mama dah sampai and started to membebeling. " tu la cikgu, dia ni dekat rumah makn slalu x habis. degil. semalam buke puasa mkn french fries je, suruh mkn nasik taknak. dah dua tiga hari dah dia puase, puase ganti. ni kena gastric laa ni..kalau kne time spm mcamane? " then pn azizun told my mum that she saw my pale face just now. she then asked me to not straight away fasting. my stomach having a shocked. urggh i just felt like pn azizun cares me more than my mama does :(

finally, we went to clinic. i got mc from doct. syasya scolded me because balik rumah x bagitahu dia.
no wonder i'm sick ~_~
the end.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

really for somebody :

awk suke ke bdk laki laki yg suke tgur sy tu? amek la. sy x ksh pon.
you're just wasting your time to hate me just because you love that guy.well i have to confess, i don't love him. i wouldn't be that effing cheap :) try to get that guy, okay? i just can't wait to find some new things out there, but not a new boyfriend ;)

dear single life,

may i be strong. as strong as iron.
don't make me too weak.
don't make me cry if i'm recalling all the memories i ever had.
don't make me sad if i'm refusing someone's love,
don't make me lazy to study,
don't scratch my heart if i ain't got what i want.
don't tease me, i don't like it.
don't mind me, i'm happy with my single life.
i love my life as dora loves her map ! ^_^

Monday, June 22, 2009

kitab suci chemistry



fieyra, have you remembered this lovely table ? ;)
i'm truly bad bcs i haven't and supposed to do so.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

happy daddy's day ,Abah !

pewwit ! today is father's day. i wont lost this opportunity to wish a very very Happy Father's Day to my cool-ever-daddy in the whole world wide !
abah, i'm so proud to be your daughter. although i'm the laziest and the stubborniest one, u still never make me mad or down. i know you want me to be a successful journalist like you, or an english teacher, so for you, i will survive. i know i don't have a brilliant brain like your three-more-daughter, hahah. but u just have to wait until the time ;)
abah, for you i can't tell a lie. you're the one who keep my secrets until now. u're the one who undertands me well. you're the one who can stand with your 'kiddy' daughter with high-pitched like me. hehe. thanks abah ! i wish Allah grands you long life, with happiness and cleanliness of heart.
i love you, we love you , mama love you.
happy father's day, abah.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

dear hypocrite,

do you love yourself? ahh let me answer it for you. you love you, but you dont. right? well, all hypocriters do the same hell character. i know you're hypocrite because the way you bring yourself are too hypocrite. did you know that your hypocrite bestfriend tells me your hypocrite character? haha. it's such a beautiful hell-to-hell hypocrite game. you love her but you dont. she loves you but she dont, wahai hypocrite. why dont u telling me truth if u doesnt like me or her ? im just welcoming my haters because i doesnt have them, like you got. oh u got a lot right? congrats. it is weird, dont u feel ashamed when you lied to others ? u're just hypocriting yourself. u're fucking hypocrite girl, fucking hypocrite student, fucking hypocrite girlfriend yet 'bestgirlfriend'. im just felt sorry for all your enemies. i included. dont ever come to me and pretending you dont know what had happened. dont show me your hypocrite damn face(s). they had story me all. thank you, miss hypocrite. enjoy your fucking hypocrite world, and sleep with your sweetest hypocrite dreams.

Friday, June 12, 2009

shoppiee-shopieya



hehey ! aku aq bru balik dari shopping ! ergh sakit gile kaki ni. jln jauh. dari umh nk cab g klcc, then jln ke pavy, bb then sampai laa ts ! yeay. nak jimat laa katekan. hahaha. thanks to syahira because 'sanggup' accompany me to have a shopping. u terbaik ! ;)

tadi kan, ms aq bru nk masuk enterance sungei wang, ade one weirdo. he's chinese and wearing a snow white's custom. ktorg punyela gelakkan dye then suddenly that guy calls me and said
" hello miss. have one apple. we're from red fm. (kalau x silap) will you take photo with us? "
aq yg heran gile baby ni ckp jela " aa? " syaira kate " haha. dorg nk casting ngan u kot. g la.. i tgu ". then, dye tarik aq. hmm. mcm artis la konon2 dorang buat aku. bajet je. kate nak amik satu gmba je tp 3,4 shoot gk la. tp best gak. cume, 0ne regret thing is dorang tngkap gmba tu dlm kamera dorg, aq x dpt la :( . tape ahh maybe nti ade kot kat web red fm. yg syaira duk senggih2 ajee.

ohh betul kate fairus, harini ade hello kitty fantasy fair kat sungei wang. aq nakkk sgt amek gmba ngan hello kitty yg x bape comel sgt tadi ( i mean she should wear pink dress, not that blue cloth. uhhuuu) tapi rmai gile yg bratur, plus mahal, rm10 per pic. igt nk bli gk brg2 hello kitty, tp ikut budget xkan cukup punye :( xpe la. lgpun brg hello kitty aku byk gk kat umah, hadiah bday kecik2 dulu. so, we just take some photos.

ahhaa. today i hd buyed some tees from playez, one shoe, and what a happy to say, i got 20% less beli jeans. jimat duet siket. hahaha. hmmm, tapi td aq ade deign for 1 shirt from TOPSHOP tp x ckup duet :( huhuuuu. i have to colllect money for it. yes, i have to. klu x, aku x kan tdur lena smpai seminggu atau sebulan.

that's all form me today. tq. taaa hunays !

Sunday, June 7, 2009

kuala terengganu - kuala lumpur

urrrggggghh. jam nye highway ! ni tak suke ni.
ramai sgt org nk balik kl hari ni. hmmm. saba jela.
dah la ade some disgusting part plak tu. eeee
i'll miss u kampong. jumpe lagi raye nanti ! ;)

the-dialogs

me : abah, kene pakai tudung ke? umm
abah : yes. it's compulsary for u to wear tdung at your own kampung, ok?
me : yela..
mama : haaaaa. kan cantik anak ma pakai tdung. kalau pakai kat kl mcm ni kan elok?
kak anne : hahahahahaha. adik nk pkai macam ni kat kl? boleh buat kenduri kesyukuran lah mama.
mama&abah&kakya : laughing.
me : eeee. diam la.
kak ya : chill okay ;)
me : x comel la adik macam ni ;(
kak anne : ee comel giler lahhh. nti akak kol fairus suh datang !
me : ha dah dah dah. shut up !!!!!


pak ngah : hor budak kl doh mariii. hai cheryl samad.
me : eeee ish.
them : hahahhaaha
me : pak ngah ni.. manede muke shia macam dye. dye cantik la. shia tak.
pak ngah : helleh lebih kurang je..
pak su : cheryl samad !!!!!
them : laugh.
pak ngah : klu kami tgk muzik2 igt naashi-ah la.
me : oh yeke. thank you.
them : hahahahaahahahahahhaa.


makngah : naashi-ah, tlg amik supik se.
me : aa? supik tu ape :D
mama : plastik la ! hey budak ni.
me : mane org tau.
me : mama, supik ke supit?
mama : ntah la dik. dua2 boleh
me : err ?


me : daddy, nk cash ! ;D
abah : how much ?
me : hundred can ? dont tell mama. pleaseee
abah : nk buat ape ni ?
me : shopping laa. adik nk pg shahbandar ngan kakya ngan kak anne. brg kat trganu ni murah skit kot.
abah : hmm. jgn lewat sgt. esok nk balik dah.
me : k..



haha. just for memories ;p bwek

Saturday, June 6, 2009

kenduri sambut menantu kat kampong ;)

first of all, i want to take this opportunity to wish my beloved cousin, tengku muhd fadhil a very selamat pengantin baru. we're just happy for you and welcoming a new family member ;)




ni bukan pengantin prmpuan ye.. ni kakak i. dy mmg mcm ni.
ahahahaha.



kakya said " ee wtpe nk make-up make-up. panas la. jp g kte
kne tolong2 gk kan. urgggh. lgpun bukan ade guys yg kte kenal
pon kat sini "


budak2 ni suroh aku make-up dorang. hahaha






mama & kak anne ;)















akak i sebok gk nk jd pengantin . kak anne gdik ;p




Friday, June 5, 2009

kak ira !

ni email shiha :

supershiha@yahoo.com
cepat invite ye.. miss u gorgeous ;D

kami dah sampai ganu ! ;)





let mess the room !!!! ;D

Thursday, June 4, 2009

kuala lumpur - kuala terengganu

today is the day which i really cant wait for. yayyay nak balik kampong. yayyay.
haha it's hard to believe that i'm the one who woke up earliest today.
our journey had started on 11 am. as usual, i sat at the back with kakya.
she was always busy with her boyfriend. i meant her laptop. she got connected with wireless network , i guess.
it was no feeling in me to open up my laptop. just keep it in the bag. tell what? in my mind now is at my kampung, cousins and whatever in terengganu. i just cant wait to see the courtyard.
hey, during the journey i just being bored with the songs that i heard repeated. again and again. one of them is : plain white t's, 1234. hahaha.
as the journey was going on, i've been fall asleep for almost one hour. kak ya is the one who supported my lap. hahahah. when we reached gambang, we stopped for a while to fulfil a pray. then we had a lunch. our journey to terengganu had continued with a happy stomach of everyone. oh but i think abah, your Crv is lack of petrol. haha that's meant i can buy something from the petrol station. yah ! i had buyed 100 plus and nips. thanks abah.
when we were passing by dungun, i do always thought of fairus hafiz. i just missing him. i knew that he has reminds me to tell him if i passed by dungun. but for what, dear? i just cant meet you. i'm with my family. im so sorry. telling u i miss u i miss u i miss u. that's all i could do.
okay, when it was 5.07 pm, we had reached KT. na na na na, ganu kite ! yeay !! we're just had a safe journey. thank god. Alhamdulillah. ;)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

yayy 100x

holidays, thanks for coming !
i love you soooooooo much.
for almost 4 weeks i didnt touch my laptop.
she got MC from me.
and now im kissing her. hahaha.
well, this 4-7 June, i will balik kampong. yeeaaaaaaaaaaaaa
terengganu, wait for me. tok,tgu shia ye tok ;p shia nk duweet !


MID TERM EXAM is now over. im the happiest girl in this world. gagaga.
tell what, byk benda nk story but byk dah lupe.

kak ya dah blk dri U. cuti 2 bulan. asyik ajak shopping jerr. best2 ! ;D

Sunday, April 26, 2009

YM :)

rsfg06: Asalamualaikum...
rsfg06: apa khabar..
rsfg06: Bz ngn mat rempit ker tu...?
rsfg06: abbey e..offline ho gaya kya, ya Mr.India bana baitha hai? Lal chasma lagaoon kya?

missshiha: wsalamm
missshiha: sorry reply lambat
missshiha: baru lepas dinner
missshiha: u kt mne?
rsfg06: kite faham..
missshiha: miss u la
missshiha: hahahahahahahahahahahhaa
rsfg06: kt JB
rsfg06: ye la tu..
missshiha: ye la
rsfg06: time kasih..
missshiha: same same
rsfg06: Hai Daiyya..bas bhi karo..log kya kahenge!

rsfg06: hehe..
missshiha: haha
missshiha: u kn bzz
rsfg06: bZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
rsfg06: hahaha...
rsfg06: ni baru je on line..
rsfg06: YM pn dh ok sikit...
missshiha: bagos la
rsfg06: Ye ke..?
rsfg06: hri ni X skolah heh..
missshiha: ye la
missshiha: x
missshiha: besok
missshiha: sllu anis kje kul bape?
missshiha: abis
rsfg06: Skolah darjah brape ek...?
rsfg06: hahaha...
missshiha: kan kite dah cakap kite dajah 1 baru
rsfg06: anis mana lak tu..
rsfg06: silap la tu
rsfg06: hehehe...
rsfg06: padan muka
rsfg06: nk gangu dia lak
rsfg06: abbey e..offline ho gaya kya, ya Mr.India bana baitha hai? Lal chasma lagaoon kya?

missshiha: hahahahhaaha
missshiha: bukan anis.
missshiha: abis laaaa
missshiha: gangu la x kesaaa ponnnn
missshiha:
missshiha: ATOK ATOK, shiha nk cite story ni.
rsfg06: oo
missshiha: nk denga ke taknak
rsfg06: ikut suka
rsfg06: kalau nk ikutkn
rsfg06: x kn abis nyer kerje kerje ni..
missshiha: ahahaa
missshiha: ciannnye
rsfg06: tu la..
rsfg06: jadi cam u gak best kn
rsfg06: gi skolah..
missshiha: hahaha
rsfg06: balik skolah
rsfg06: gi merempit..
missshiha: heyyyyyy
rsfg06: balik merempit
rsfg06: hehehe
missshiha: noway
rsfg06: slalu gi skolah bawa bekal apa...
missshiha: u, nk cerite ni
missshiha: denga laa
missshiha: denga laa
rsfg06: ok
missshiha: huhuhuhuhuhu
missshiha: hari ni, hari tang menyakitkan hati
missshiha: hari yabng menyakitkan hati
missshiha: ee silap lagi
missshiha: hari ni hari yg menyakitkan hati
missshiha: i jumpe budak gedik kat tusyen
rsfg06: bahasa tamil tul lah..
missshiha: hehe
rsfg06: pastu
missshiha: jgn bwat org nk gelak !
missshiha: tgh feeling ni
missshiha: budak tu lame dah i kenal
missshiha: lame giler dah xjumpe
missshiha: tetibe je muncul kat tusyen i tadi
missshiha: benci tgok muke dye.
rsfg06: mak oi..
missshiha: then dye suke bwat bende yg i sakit hati
missshiha: dye jeles kat i kot sebab bf dye suke kat i
missshiha: tapi i xsuke pon kat mamat hingos tu
missshiha: pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
rsfg06: BF dia tu mat rempit ker..
missshiha: NO !!!!!!!!!!!
missshiha: eee geram la
missshiha: i benci giler lah
missshiha: slame ni i pg tusyen xde perasaan sakit hati pon
missshiha: start by now,
missshiha: i pg tusyen npk muke minah gedik tu i hilang mood
missshiha: because she's so yelled !
missshiha: she annoyes me
rsfg06: X baik cam tuh tau.. lelama budak tu akn jdi kwn baik awk gak..
missshiha: i x bole focus la
missshiha: how?
rsfg06: pucuk pangkalnye hati..
rsfg06: segalanya dtg dari hti..
missshiha: dye yg mule dulu?
missshiha: dye jahat sangat
missshiha: dye ade yg geng yg suke kenakan i
missshiha: we stayed in one class !
missshiha: suare dye yg selalu kedengaran
missshiha: macam mne i nk tenteram
rsfg06: Cuba awk gedik jgak cam budak tu.. nti dia pn x kuasa ngn awk.. so xde la masaalah benci membenci..
missshiha: im not tht type
rsfg06: Just pretanding
missshiha: wow susahnye
rsfg06: well.. Gedik tu adalah gadis,wanita dan perempuan x ketingalan.. budak sekolah perempuan atau pompuan budak skolah..
missshiha: gedik i x macam gedik dye
missshiha: ok i try
rsfg06: gedik awk ada x mcm gedik inul dangdut tu.. cam ulat nangka..
missshiha: sikit-sikit la
rsfg06: eee.. selekeh... geli nye..
missshiha: hahahahahhaa
missshiha: sebab tu i xsuke jd gedik
missshiha: i kan budak baik
missshiha: kalau i gedik habess la
rsfg06: hekelehh.. mana ade pompuan yg x gedik..
missshiha: ade laa
missshiha: eee bernyampah la cakap ngan u
rsfg06: OYE! chuk de patte

missshiha: nak menangkan pompuan tu je
missshiha: tensen btol
missshiha: dah r
rsfg06: bernyampah hah..
rsfg06: ayoyo...
rsfg06: ops.. darjah 1.. lupa lak..
rsfg06: HOI....................
rsfg06: hahaha
rsfg06: ade crite lain x?
rsfg06: boring giler la crite awk tdi tu..
missshiha: takde
rsfg06: x leh masyukkkkk...
rsfg06: Gi Gaza la klu nk bergaduh je...
rsfg06: hahaha...
missshiha: fine
rsfg06: Lex ar minah...
missshiha: takleh lek lek arr mamat
rsfg06: esok gi skolah bawa bekal apa?
missshiha: tenggiling masak kari
rsfg06: eeee..
rsfg06: gelinye
missshiha: jom la share
rsfg06: tengiling kn gedik..
missshiha: yeke
missshiha: ?
missshiha: i taktau
missshiha: i mkn yg da mampos
rsfg06: Wei.. esok moto dtg kul brape ambil awk gi skolah..
missshiha: takde moto. bas sekolah je
missshiha: u yg minat minah rempit kan?
missshiha: hahahahaha
rsfg06: minat gak kekadang..
rsfg06: coz kite x reti bawa moto..
missshiha: hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahhaahahahaa
missshiha: ade udang disebalik batuu
missshiha: gedik u ni
rsfg06: ktawa nape... sewel eh
rsfg06: esok kwn awk yg gedik lebih sikit dari awk tu duduk sebelah awk dlm class..
missshiha: apehal pulak
rsfg06: sbelah lgi BF dia mat rempit tu
missshiha: heh'
missshiha: u wish !
missshiha: mintak2 xjumpe dorang dah
missshiha: dorang suke tgok i pakai wedges. sebab dorang pakai siper jepon jer
missshiha: gedik je lebehh
rsfg06: xpe..awk akn berjaya mendapatkan BF dia tu..
rsfg06: jgn risau..
missshiha: terok betoooollllllllll lah u ni
missshiha: eeee
rsfg06: nape lak
missshiha: i xhingin bf dye tu okey
rsfg06: x baik cam tu tau..
rsfg06: bf dia hinginkan awk..
missshiha: i xhinginkan bf die
rsfg06: bf dia hinginkan awk..
rsfg06 is typing a message.
rsfg06: hahaha

Friday, April 24, 2009

to my dear diary

how long i've not updating you my dear? hehe. im so sorry. i've been busy with all my daily routine. plus i had many xtra classes. i also had manystory to tells you but i have no energy to do it. my pillows and my bed always calling me. see you again. puppye .

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

the ten :)

first of all thx to fieyra and sorry btw bcs doing this late.

Randoms :

1 are you lonely? - sometimes

2 are you happy? - yeah

3 are you sad?- currently not

4 are you Indonesian?- absolutely NO

5 are you expensive?- sume org pon expensive

6 are you blonde?- NO, never

7 are you Irish?- humm ?

*fyra, where’s no.8 question??? ;P

9 are you desperate?- i am not

10 are you male or female?- female

Ten facts :

1 name: che ku naashi-ah bt abd manaff

2 birthplace: kuala lumpur general hospital

3 real hair color: brownish black

4 Ethnicity: asian

5 Talent: *sleep whole day without taking a bath
*messing the room
*menyanyi dengan sedap
*making my mama blettering until all neighbours heard it


6 birthday: October 7, 1992

7 mood: tired gile macam nak mampos

8 favorite color: pink

9 where do you live: setapak , kl

10 left or right handed: right handed

Ten things about your love life :

1 do you love someone?- i think so

2 do you believe in love at first sight?- ok la ~

3 who ended your last relationship?- me

4 have you ever hurt anyone emotionally?- i think no

5 have you ever broken someone's heart?- i do always :( and im sorry

6 longest relationship?- almost 2 years

7 have you ever liked someone but never told them?- yes but i think he knew.

8 are you afraid of commitment?- no

9 have you hugged someone within the last week?- no

10 have you ever had a "secret" admirer?- yes

Ten this or that :

1 love or lust :- love

2 accent or no accent:- accent

3 cats or dogs:- mioww ~

4 a few best friends or many regular friends:- a few best friends!

5 myspace or friendster:- myspace. fs is boringg.

6 pepsi or coke:- saya xminum manis manis la ;p hee but i choose coke

7 wild night out or romantic night?:- romantic nite. tehehe.

8 money or happiness:- money ! oh eh ofcoz happiness too ! ;P

9 night or day:- both.

10 IM or msn :- YM! :P

Ten have you evers :

1 been caught sneaking out? - no

2 been cought making out with your gf/bf – no

3 done something you regret? – yes. a lot :'(

4 bungee jumped? – nohooo ~

5 lied to someone you loved? – yes and it's hard to do.

6 finished an entire jawbreaker? – humm ?

7 looked through a significant other's phone, email, myspace, etc because you thought they were cheating on you?- yes yes.

9 cried because you lost a pet? – yaaaa ='( I miss JERRY .

10 wanted to disappear? – ya



Ten preferences :

1 light hair or dark hair: dark hair

2 hugs or kisses: hugs :)

3 shorter or taller: taller. hahaaha

4 intelligence or attraction: intelligence lah !

5 Jeans or shorts: shorts :)

6 English or math: I hate math

7 hook-up or relationship: relationship

8 do you want a girlfriend/boyfriend: later

9 sun or moon: moon

10 day or night: day and night




the End. thanks fyra :) it's interesting.
i have tagged NO ONE sebab semua tah kemana ~
babai ;P

Sunday, April 5, 2009

i'm delighted :)

today is a graduation day for my cousin, Tengku Ibrahim bin Tengku Zahid / Abg Im / Abg Poyo. he is 21 years old. he got graduate on diploma of interior design. i can't go to the place where him got graduate, PWTC because i had a tuition class. just mama and my sisters go there. what a sad kind of thing. however, when i came back to home, i had suprised by them. all of them are there. wah, i love that minutes. where i can see all my family together. they had a lunch and dinner at my house. we talked, we laughed, and some kids cried because cannot enter my room. and i want to take this oppurtunity to wish abg im billion of congratulations, because have got green light on bright future. and now i missing them, especially ummu. my bestest cousin. she has stayed in my room all along when she was at here. i love having bluetooth with her. she takes my songs and i've stole all her songs. haha. and now, i have to have some rest.

Monday, March 30, 2009

sleepy day

perrghhhh. gile kentang ! harini blaja 4 subject kat skolah. dalam 4-4 cikgu, sume attack aku. kena baca la jawab soalan la. paling cuak mase ustazah lah. " naashi-ah, nak tido kee?? "grrr. hahaha. zafira suke blaja bab kawen ! ;p hah hah. ishhh. dah la homework byk ni. sejarah plak ktorg kne present a presentation chapter 5. apelah nasib. dapat kumpulan 1. first group. urmm. i felt so sleepy. sleepy day ever. can't stop my eyes from closed. hm hmmmm... but what a relieved bcs i have sent folio and also have present sequence of event in The Pearl with fiza, fida, n syasya ;)

Friday, March 27, 2009

empty

can't describe how i feel. empty empty and empty. hmmm i'm the one who's hard-hearted. cant find the way to change the behaviour. oh me. suck !

Thursday, March 26, 2009

a dream.

i'm writing this post with tears. still cannot forget the dream which i just had last night. about him. who known as 'abg si beg hijau'. the name was created by me. others used it without knowing the real story is. in my dream he was smiling at me. he was happy. for a long time i didn't see his face. now, i saw him in my dream. when i woke up, i smiled too then crying. i cant stop crying. until this paragraph my tears still drawning. i told mama about this. i said i miss someone. someone who i saw everyday last year. then she said 'if you miss him, meant he is missing you too'. dear God, please grand him a happiness ever after. i dont know what the dream meant but i know i cannot forget him even he doesn't remember me. maybe, he has another girl. whatever it takes, i'm happy for him. thank Allah, for the wonderful dream.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

heha

hahahhaa. sir marimuthu has called us 'Lazy Bumps'
can't imagine the way he said that words.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !

Monday, March 23, 2009

I'm broken.

well, as you know i am a sensitive girl. it's doesnt mean i am too weak to you. you hurt me deeply. you change your attitudes all of sudden. can you imagine how my heart feel ? it's not my power to change all my weakness. yes i'm too sensitive. maybe i look jerk. and yes, you're always the right one. you can put all wrong on my shoulders. sometimes i regret why i be like this. why i'm too sensitive? it's just a little matter. yes, i'm bad tempered one. cant deny. maybe you're not supposed to be my friend. yaa, we're not suitable to be. i'm so sorry. our opinion is not the same. you say this and i say that. sometimes i hate to be me. i'm so sorry. if you read this, you know how important you're in my life. but now, i's nothing. are you my true friend? did you give all of your sincerity in our friendship? it seems you doesn't like me. you're just pretending. i respect your decision to served me like this. i didn't say anything. again, if you read this i'm so sorry. maybe i'm not suitable for you.
and i believe :
' true friends are listen for what i never say '

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Do you have the following in your bedroom?


Condoms:

no !

Cell phone:of course.
Book shelf:yes. love it.
Couch:yes. i have two.
Futon:yes.
Computer/laptop:yes. laptop.
Pictures:manyyyyy !
Mirror:yes. three.
Skateboard:no.
Bed:of course.
Clothes on the floor:sometimes. hee ;p
Surfboard:no.
Smoke detector:no.
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums:no.
Locking door:yes.
Bottle of water:sometimes.
Blacklight:what's that? ;p
Lava Lamp:yes.
Medals/ribbons:yes. medals.
CDs:yes.
Flag:no.
Stop sign/any sign:yes. on the door.
Paintball gun:no.
Real Gun:no.
Cigarettes:no !
Pot:yes. pink pot.
Any drugs:no !
Alcohol:no !
Books:a lots !
ps2:no.
Xbox:no.
Gamecube:no.
Stereo:no.
Gum:no.
How many windows do you have in ur room:two only.
What is the color of your walls?smooth peach.
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?room ;)
What's on your walls?many things ! haha
Has the opposite sex been in your room before?yes.my dad and a little boy
Has the opposite sex been on your bed?hahah. yes. noty nephew.
Has the opposite sex slept in your bed?no.
Ever had sex in your bed?eyuwww. no !
Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?my teddy bear.haha
Do you like your bedroom:absolutely !

sigh !

one week is too short. too brief. normally, i can get enough rest or enjoying whatever activities. but this year i am not used to be like that. it's too much work. i can't blame anybody. it's all just for me. i am SPM candidate. yes i am. uhuuu. tomorrow is a school day. chill je lah.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

quote of mine ;)

-As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Yippie ;)

happy holiday for me . i feel so glad . i got enough sleep ;) im happpy at home. happy everywhere. but, several of my friends back to their kampung. and im jealous of them. i miss kampung. i miss terengganu. i miss pantai batu burok. i miss cousins. i miss ex bf. hehe. when we'll see each other? dunno lah. the most important is i must benefit my holiday with homeworks and revising subjects. i hope i'll not postponing them. i love holiday. walllahhh ;D

My Superhero

yesterday, i myself went to find a part-time job. it's really not like my thought. its too hard to get a job. huh. actually i dont need to do all this things but i really excited on $$$. yes. i love money. my mum always reminds me to be thrifty like my elder sisters, anne & fariha. they're also shoppaholic like me but they know how to save moneys. not like me , B O R O S B O R O S B O R O S. abah n mama selalu pesan, jangan nk mewah sgt awk tuu.. hm.
so, that's the reasons why i'm finding a part-time job on this school holiday. i want to be an independent girl. hahah. malas nk dengar org bebel. aku keje, duet aku. ;) ok ?

ouchh. tapi tak dapat pon ;( sedihhh sedih. um, takpe la, tkde rezeki.

when i was at the bus station, alone, listening mp3 by my phone, suddenly a guy comes near to me. he looks like Indonesians. eyuw. he's smoking then chewed a gum. really not my taste. he then offered me a chewing gum.

he : asalamualaikum.. sorang je? nk chwing gum? amek la takde pape pon.
me: weird face, looking at other places.
he : sombong nye. nk pg mane ni?
me: silent (mamat ni apahal? indon ke? tp sound melayu)
he : jgn r takut. sy tk kacau.
me: buat buat tak tahu.
he : adik.. jgn la macamni.. sombong nye. cantik fon? nk no fon?
me : takot ni !!!!!!

then suddenly zaimi call aku. huh. lega sikit lah, borak2 bwat2 mcm biase.
zaimi kate dye rindu aku, haaha. pastu teputus :(

then, the stupid guy comes nearer.
aku cuakk gile babbiiiiii..luckily that was not a quiet place. people come accrosed non stop.

he : dik, nk no fon.... please. boleh la...

in front the bus station is a road la. at that time, the road is full wth cars. traffic jam la kot.
Ya Allah, hya kau yg tahu betapa takutnye aku time tu...

Mamat bangang tu still pujuk2 aku, macm babi ! aku pandang je tempat lain,
From far, i can see many drivers of a car staring at us. huh i tot they know hw i feel.

One of many drivers, which is in black myvi, then opened his car's window.
he scolded that guy. it's sound like this : " weh ! asal? blaahh ! "
(hs face was really angry and his hand told the guy to stay away from me)

then the guy run away.
Thank GOD, im saved

everybody on the road are looking at me. hhmmmm.
im speechless. dont know wut i did at that time.

ape jadi between me and my hero? hhmmm :(
tibe2 bas pun sampai. dari jauh aku nampak abg tu pandang aku. aku xbwat ape2, im shocked. dye pon teruskan driving but he doesnt close his window yet. his face was like releiveing bcs i'm fine or want to tell me something. tapi xsempat. he has a friendly face. wah, kacak siot ! hehe. he was in black. menyesal aku tak babai die. huhu :( ape2 pon, he is my SUPERHERO. whoever he is, i wish i can see him again after this. i really appreciated him. thank you brother.


*kejadian ni mungkin balasan aku tipu mama. aku ckp nk pegi umah kawan. hmm. aku tak pnh rase takut sampai menggigil macam semalam. nauzubillah. harap2 tak jd lagi*

Unforgettable day for me.

aku dah trauma nk kua sorang2. ni la balasan budak tunjuk terer. sorry lah post ni ayat tunggang tebalik, asalkan aku sendiri phm. aku x cite kat sape2 lagi pasal ni. just for you dear diary. The END. ;)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

The Moral Values.

My morning started with troubles.

- first, in the morning when i was rushed wearing my school shoes, i accidently sat on a chair that has a water ! omg! i really didnt notice it, plus, it wasnt just a drop, but dah macam kena sembur air kat bontot. eeee. muncung lah ape lagi -_________-

- second, im not comfortable with my tudung.

-third, i didnt bring English text book. luckily sir didnt ask me and some of them to run at the field. i borrowed the book from syafiqah.

-fourth, Maths lesson : it just a simple question, i cant answered it .

-fifth, Chemistry : i didnt passed up the PEKA yet.

Then the afternoon.

- I was scolded by Pn Rohayu because didnt complete the Notes of Chapter 4 yet. luckily i can answered her question of chap 4 so i may have a sit.

* hey, this really WAS NOT ME *

The conclusion is.

- It was a moral values for a lazy and stubborn girl like me. I love studying but love to postponed all my homeworks.

-Didnt make revisions may clear all the knowledge in my brain. So, revise la selalu !

-I must vanish all my shopping spirit so I can focuse more on my homeworks.

-I must be hardworking because I still lazy to complete all books. It's March already.

-I should be very very thankful to Allah because he has gave me all the facilties of a good students should have. I mean :

-i have my own room to study, dont have to share it with my sisters or others.
-i have no younger siblings to bother me on my study.
-my parents hve bought all of the things that i needed for.

SO

- today, i promise myself to not postpone all homeworks and trying to be more humble and hardworking in whatever i do. i also promise to smile to everyone who come across me so they'll not calling me 'sombong' anymore. i trust me.



Just A silly Girl,
SHIHA

Monday, March 9, 2009

maulidur rasul celebration.

location : Dataran Merdeka. its raining heavily so we've been in the toilet. watak tdk dpt hadir : dearest zafieyra.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

kenapa dengan aku?


bilik bersepah.

homework xsiap lg.

mp3 aku mne?

x selera nk makan.

peeving.

rejected his calls

rindu abah.

untidy face.

why ? kenapa? apahal?



tidak ade.

aku xde kredit. aku xde mud nk layan. aku xde feeling kat kau. aku xde ape ape. aku xde mase. aku xde hati. aku xde perasaan. aku xde kisah. PHONE BODOH. camera sucks. aku menyampah.

wtf eh ?

aku pg tusyen sorang je tadi. paling benci bab melintas jalan. benci sgt2.
ms lintas td ade org tua ni pggil aku. igt ape lah. rpenye nk mintak num phone ? wtf .
aku dah la rushing.
boddoh itu old man !

Saturday, March 7, 2009

?


harini, wlaupun mud tak ade lg, aku pg tusyen.
dah pandai naik bas sorang2 lps ma ajar haritu.
plan nk amik add maths and physics je arini tp hujan tadi, so ktorang sambung class chemist sampai 5.30pm
dlm klas aku sempat lagi rply sms -.-
aku mmg moody lately.
rse besalah sgt ngan kwn2. tp xbleh bwat pe. this is me.
ive spent the whole day with fiza.
gut nite, diary











?

be there. done that. got over it.

Friday, March 6, 2009

okay.

today got ceramah from ustaz asri rabbani at school. it was great and im thankful because i had fun . alhamdulillah.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

?

today we've got our BM paper back. i only got 65%. when i got the paper, i said "alaaa, skit nye"
but im so surprised when teacher said that i am the highest. huh ? what is this? -___-
i've no spirit of challenges. plus no proud at all. oh ahh, im proud of my addmaths, 10/100.
hehe :) ?

Ken Cornellius

kenny, im so sorry. i really interested in fullfilling your tag but i cant understand your language very well.
im so so so sorry. btw, thanks for tagging me ;p cheers

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

im peeved :(

sorry friends. there's no word to explained all about it.
thanks for caring.

Monday, March 2, 2009

thumbs down :(

ppl, i hate to be me. i dont know why. i hate to be in this such unfair world. i always whinny myself. i dont know how to care someone's feeling. i hate me. friends, im so sorry. maybe i should not be in this world. i just smoothering all the things. they labelled me as friend's snatcher. if i go to A, B would be broken and if it's vise versa, A would be hurt. then, what should i do? i'm alone at one time. i tried to stay away from them but they had come to me. they tot that i was sulking. but absolutely im not. okay now, what should i do. yes, i am right. no one can understands me like i said before. i want my friends be happy, with me or without. but? hmm.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

went out again

fiza,syasya and me. we had a K A R A O K E !
:) best day
but we wanted some privacy laa. huh. sebork jerk.

Friday, February 27, 2009

hmmm ? boleh ke ni?

tadi ade org krim slm kat aku. i know it's a small matter, BUT ! emmm, susah lah nk ckp. i think i do like him, before this, i always pretending that i'm not saw him because his friends doesnt like me? um i think so. except one or two of them. huh. susah la nk cerite pasal ni. a little bit bit wierd wierd. and i wish i'm not falling in love with him.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

bila mama membebel

PAGI tadii kannn, aku ckp kt mama aku nk diet sebab drumsticks aku tak kecik macam pinggang aku , hakhak pastu kann dye marah aku. dye ckp badan aku da mcm kayu golf, with big head. bile pakai skinny hudoh nak mampos. hahaha tapi aku degil. aku x makan nasik satu hari.break time kat skola td pon aku xmakan. dok ushaa dorang je mkn. ngahaha seronok tengok dorang, you know i mean like 'pelahap' ;p hahaha. pastu tadi kan, aku sala naik bas. aku tak reheti nak turun kat mane, aku taktau aku naek bas ape. huhu. sampai aku tengok sign board dah dekat sentul ! hahaha. aku kol la mama, ketakutan ni ;p then mama pon sampai. dari dlm kereta sampai aku dah habis mandi tak habis habis bla bla bla. like my father said, mama loves bleteringggg. hahahahahahaa, gimme ten abah ! ;D gahaha. okay, back to diet mood. i look at the clock. it's almost seven. mama tengah tgok spa Q. dah lapaaaaa ni ;( huhu. tu la belagak lagik tadik. so what? i opened up the fridge and took some fruits. ok dah habis. lepas tu lapaaaa lagiiiiiii !!!!!!!!! tanpe segan silu, aku jerit "maaaa, nk makannnnnnn!" heh, pastu paham2 la. perli aku la tu :B hmmmm but i dont care sikit pon ;p for me, a full stomach is a happy stomach :)
haha, lupe nak cakap. nti mama nk train aku how to naik bas ! yelah, aku pon nak sgt balaja. hari2 naik cab? huh. mne cukup :(

Monday, February 23, 2009

kerinduan.

just now, there's one girl calling me. i dont know who she is. she's using celcom number. in my mind all my friends are using maxis like mine. suddenly she said "hye cheku..sombong nye skarang" she makes me puzzled. i think i know that voice but i cant remembered it. i still guessing. ohhhh. she's erra ! erra fareaza bt mohd azhar ! ya2 i got it. my bestfriend. yes, my bestfriend. she is the one who i shared my secrets with before. she is the one who i miss a lot. but i've been too busy in my new life, new school and new friends. frankly i said, i am a bit bury of her. sorry, i dont meant to be like that but i thought she's also been burried of me. but i was totally wrong. she tells me that all of my friends at my old school, pdg tembak missed me a lot. they're always talking about me. they said that im a bit arrogant la, because i've got new friends here. no ! friends, i am not that type. i use to be me. i'll never change. i am the girl who you guys know before. in fact, i love you guys more than all my new friends. they're not totally same like all of us. they're not so crazy and outgoing like us. sometimes i gotta melancholic when i thinking of yours. i really miss you all you all and i've got new friends here who can replace u guys as my best partner in school. they're cool. they can be your friends too :)
i also always talking about about you guys. hahaa it is fun by sharing my experiences with all of them. i dont want say much. i just missed the moments we shared together :( i miss cik hasniyah.i miss pn gudarshan. i miss abg beg hijau. i miss you all. i miss padang tembak. erra, thanks fr calling me :) u've make me happy. my smile is growing when i thinking of you. i love you. muah muahhhh ;P

Sunday, February 22, 2009

good day :)

early in the morning, suzana ask me to go to pavilion. i said to her that i'm not really sure because i must ask a permission from my mum first. then i told my mum about that and she said yes. and of course, i shouted 'yes!' too. then i text suzana to wait for me at the wangsa maju lrt station. after we finished shopping, i asked suzana to go to saloon to make a hair treatment. then suddenly she told me that her auntie has her own saloon. she ask me to go there. we took a taxi to go to Bukit Antarabangsa, wheres the saloon located. tell what? the taxi driver is so cool ! ;D haha let it be secret. ouh we reached there and i shaked hands with suzana's aunt, she's too friendly. i ask her to do a treatment for my damaged hair, huhu. it tooks almost half an hours. and the most interesting is, it is free of charged. hehe. thank you auntie. oh, i also asked her to do pedicure and medicure for me. she said i dont have to pay anything. hee. i'm a bit unusual of that. but its seem i've saved my budget. yeay ! after that, suzana and me go to JJ. we grab a bite there. suzana treated me a dunkin's donut. we didn't taken any picture. huh :( . finally, we took a taxi to go back home. suzana takes a taxi for me first. im so suprised when she gave me a presents. it is in a pink colour. hahahhaaa. as everybody know, she hates pink very much but she stills bought a pink things for me. hahahaha.
thank you cujana ;))

Saturday, February 21, 2009

SMKPAP-School Sports Day ;D


waaaaaaaaaaah i love today muchy muchy much :D


i say TELANG you say? WIN!

telang? WIN!

telang?WIN!!

telang??WIN WIN WIN !!! ;D


she's our athelic :)


wif lam su sen :)



shihafiza :D








belovedbestfriend - syaeeza syasya.







capten ATHIRA :)





ha he hu ;P



p/s : bnyk lg gamba tp malas nk upload ;) sekian.
yeay yeay isnin cuti yeay yeay isnin cuti ;P hahaaha .





SELAMAT MALAM.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

confuse?

nak cakap takde mood, ade.. nak cakap okay, tak okay.. heh taktau lah.
tp happy harini, gile gile gendut dut dut :D hahaha

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

whatever

exam? tk payah tanye laa. bapak semangat study sampai tk tido tp xbleh jwb jgk. more like 'macam shial' :D this afternoon i was having a lunch with my mum, as usual. she told me that she will call a teacher for my home tuition. omg. i dont need all of that la mama. you'll just waste ur money. it costs RM45 per hour kann, baik bg duet tu adk bwat pg shopping, uhhuu. maa, i just wanted a normal tuition eh? :) oh talk about school, today was just like usual. but i dont know why i cant shut up my mouth. haha. talking and laughing. suzana la mule dulu. ish -.- pengawas pulak gedik nk mampos. cakap sikit, 'girlss.. tolong senyappp' ee mengelabah! wey esok exam lg. nk study ke taknak eh? hahaaha. dah la, nk tido. bbye.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

a race against time

eh, 24 hours is not enough okay! ;(
and tomorrow i'll having a physics and chemistry paper.
ohh please. i want an extra time. pity me ? a'ah kot.
korang test bulan 3 right? dont comparing me if i'll get ZERO, haha.
seronokkkkk :D

Monday, February 9, 2009

tag tag tag

tagged by kak inie.kak inie, sorry shiha x perasan pon. bukan nk bgtaw ! haha

rules : The rules are simple, use google images to search the answers to the question below.. Then u MUST choose a pic in the first page of the result and post it as your answers. After that tag 6 people...

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I am student of : 5 Science 4 in SMKPAP


- i've got many cool friends here ! wallah ! :D
ohhh and i'm an ex-student of SMKPT (:

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I really want to go to : PARIS




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My favourite places : PAVILION & TIMES SQUARE !



- drivin money here ! shoppiiiiiiiiiingg !
;D



Times Square
- I love shopping and hanging out with friends here :)

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My Favourite thing : WEDGES





-me n my sis hv our own collection of them.
they're not bores me at all :)
good girl !

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My Favourite drink : ICE MOCHA



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My Favourite foods : CHICKEN WINGS & LAKSA







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My Favourite Colour : PINK COLOUR !



- I think evrybody had knew it.
I have an enemy bcs my fav clr is pink.
haha ? pegi mampos ah !

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I live in : KUALA LUMPUR


- at Setapak Jaya.

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My Favourite Story : MY GIRL



- byk kali dah tgok cite ni. xjemu2.
its funny and hv a related to my life.
hahaha

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My hobbies : SHOPPING & DRESS UP







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I Wish For : VICTORY!





-I want to be a successful girl and achieve what i want in my life.
I want a good and happy future ! :D


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kak Inie ! buat tag ni mmg penat lah ! hahaha

I Tag :

1) KAK NANA
2)QEEL
3)LIM SU SEN
4)ABG FZL
5)TENGKU IRA
6)AMALINA


haha :) buat la

Friday, February 6, 2009

merentas desa.

today i was fine. i felt very the happy because the merentas desa had cheered me up.
it was 3km we had survived. i didnt got any number but i got 2 points for being the top 20 before the point closed. all the rest had no points :) hahahaha. and today i getting along with many friends.
amalina, syasya, suguna, suzana, rachel, sin yi, vicky, syuhada. wahhh banyak ! haha.
my sports house, TELANG which is in blue color got 2nd place in the whole of games. yes. proud of it. we shouted untill no sound lefts. hahahaha.
Suguna - my ketua tingkatan. we're holding hands together for a long hours. hahahaha. i dont know why. she makes me like her own sister. hahaha. she and shalini said that my hand is too small and very soft. they love to hold me too. hahaha. wtvr. tday is great. i love it. we goes wild. it released my tension. but i still hate the bangang2. today, i had fucking no one. yeay to me :)
bye.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

no mood at all.

YOU ARE ANOTHER WORD FOR JERK !
YES, YOU DO.
EVERYDAY I HATE YOU MORE AND MORE.
THANK YOU.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

lots of things had happened today


puan **** ****
aku tau la aku salah sbb pakai tudung singkat. tak boleh ckp elok2? makbapak kau
tak ajar ke? malang btol skolah ni dpt gru disiplin macam kau. xpenah nak tegur student baik baik. keja kau menengking orang je.. dah la gemok !
kalau kau tu perfect sgt pakai tudung labuh boleh la aku trime. ni kau pkai tdung pon
mnunjuk breast kau yg besa gile tu ape kes? kau memang cibai aa. macam mne student nk respect kau, kalau kau x respect sume student?? benci tahap gaban aku kat kau !


pengawas bangang
sorang pengawas ni, memang babi la aku cakap. over gile. kalau die tk tahan aku ngan syasya tadi ktorg tak kena sume ni. WTF ! aku tau kau memang sjak aku pindah kau tk puas hati ngan aku. aku budak science kan. kau? kls vokasional jer. sedar la wei. apahal org lain tdung singkat kau tk tahan? aku ngan syasya je. and if i not mistaken, tadi ade budak pakai tdung singkat than kitorang tau. kau buat derkk je. apahal kau?! ohhh fyi, aku mmg fuck pengawas sejak dulu. kan korang kan? xde sory sory. especially kau, BABI !


account class
aku, lee wey yin, faezah and farah x blaja. asyik mengumpat puan gemok tu je.
farah pengawas. dye tau prangai puan gemok tu. fyi, dye penah sound farah sebab telangga dye. padahal budak lain yg langgar. and pasal tu je, dye call parents farah! wtf la kau.
farah cite lagi, dye penah sruh student melutut depan dye, lap kasut dye.
eeeeeeeeeeeeee ! menyirap aku denga. aku xpnh lg jmpe ckgu mcmni. fuck ah !


pencil case
haaa ni bangang gak. dah tau pinjam barang aku tak reti nak pulang. sekarang, pencil case aku makin kecik saiznye. dulu besar gile. i found that my pink highlight, correction tape and some of my pen missing. mane pegi? korang miskin sgt pon x paya la curi barang orang ! mintak la aku tolong sedekah ke ! eeeee ! semua nk sakitkan hati aku harini !


english lesson
this is oral presentation day. sir Marimuthu call each group one by one. tapi kann, group aku sorang je present tadi. aku, farah and loke pooi sun. group lain sume x ready lg.
mestila bangga, sir cakap " i will give them high mark and i'll cut all the rest mark "
hahah. padan muke korang. aku suke :)



*a**a*
die ni duduk sbelah aku. tak penah siap homework. eee aku mmg menyampah laaa.
pinjam buku aku.. pastu aku kena marah ngan ckgu.
pastu kan tadi, dye ajak aku drop add math. huh ! noway. i want to be an engineer.
additional mathematics is must. eventho im a bit stupid about it, i will struggle -_-
u wont, get lose !


ade lg ke korang korang nk sakitkan hati aku?
memang aku cibai korang. oh hate me? who cares? :)



1.10 am :)

yeahh. it showed sharply. i have completed all my homeworks and remember the oral script for tomorrow. i have cleaned up my messy study table clearly, and arranged all the books properly.my face just very like 'eyow' right now. i really have to sleep . good night. i wish i sleep with a sweet dreams like heaven and i also wish i will wake up with fresh breath and i wish tomorrow will be better than today. amin.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

kena pegi tusyen. bosannye !



baru blk skola, dah kne pg tusyen. wht da hell?!


benci benci benci
blk pkul 8 nnti. WTF ! hmm





the END

shiha, hari ni selasa lah !

nak tau tak. hahaha hari ni aku tersilap jadual. aku pg bwk ikut jdual hri Isnin ! hahaha. gosh. asal nyanyok sgt nie??? tulah, cuti x igt psl skolah pon.
haha sampai skolah time assembly, aku tanye yee moon
" eh, bwat pe korg bwk bku teks sejarah? ade stay back study eaa? "
ya Allah tekejut aku mse dorg kate. "wei, hari ni selasa lah !" aduhhh. bedebar2.
but thank God, aku tk kne mara lansung. dorg pakat pinjamkan aku bku budak sbelah.
haha. cikgu Rohayu ckp " takpe lah, at least tkde la terok macam kawan2 awk yg x dtg tu. pemalas ! " heee. Thank You ALLAH :) you've saved me from danger.

Monday, February 2, 2009

oh please !

hari ni hari isnin. hari wilayah. aku cuti sebab aku budak KL :) ahaha. kawan aku ramai budak selang0r, skolah dah start, gahahahaha. kesian awk semua. WEH, BESOK AKU SEKOLAH KE? eeee x sukenye. what is school for? i just love to be at home or outside from school. hey please. i dowant school. i want examination ! mama, why not im just study at home and let body in school when just hv an examination? huuhhhh. i just wanna ge loooost from school. can i ?

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

i hate this part

today all my relatives hve to go back to their hometown, terengganu. i just felt so sad. i wake up early in the morning to make some breakfast for them. as usual, my house's environments is full with noise. with my 3 little nephew, and 9 cousins with mama and akak. i want this to become forever. God, why not they live together with me? why not they stay forever in my house? whyyy? hmmm. it just a wonder. they makes me happy :) and very happy :) this holiday makes my smile growing and growing better. hmmm but there're times for them to go back. this is a fact. i must accept it. i just touched when they gv me a kissed and huged just now. i will miss you all, dear family. may God bless you. till we meet again.... I LOVE YOU ALL !! :)

REGRETFUL !

astaghfirullahalazim..
i dont know what to say. why all of this things happened?
DEAR DIARY, aku kecewa sgt harini. tak terkata. semua gamba yg aku tangkap mse picnic, family holiday tu smue dah xde. burn ! aku berangan nak letak semua gamba kenangan tu dlm diary aku ni tp dah terdelete. semua ! semua ! satu pun takde. Ya Allah, apekah ini semua? kenapa aku terdelete semua gamba tu? kenapa?!!!! i hate today i hate ! seronok sgt mase pegi picnic haritu tp xde satu gamba kenangan pun dgn aku. semua hilang... hilang...... gamba tu semua cantik2, menarik. gamba perjalan kami dr rumah ke sungai congkak, tasik titiwangsa, klcc, mid valley.... hmmm. dorang kate, "take it easy. lain kali kite kua lagi k, picnic lagi. tgkap gmba byk2" hmmmm. yelaaa.aku xbleh buat ape2. semua dah terjadi. nk bwat mcmne. ya Allah. semoga memori-memori indahku bersama keluargaku tidak lesap dr ingatanku dan keluarga... amin. mungkin ada hikmah. kebahagiaan kluarga kami x perlu ditunjuk pada semua. biarlah kami yg rase kbhgiaan tu =')

Friday, January 23, 2009

i feel good :)

konvoi dri trengganu dah sampai ;) bestnye. meriah sgt. rumah aku yg slame ni slalu sunyi dah x sunyi. lampu2 yg slalu xbukak skrang da terang benderang. anak2 spupuku yg come lote peluk aku, crite macam2 kat kmpung, eee sonok ! ;) tomorrow we will go to the picnic ! yeayy !

my 10 days holiday

whooooooo yeay yaey. happy chinese new year to all my new chinese friends. i just happy to face this short holiday. my mum ask us to go to a picnic :) and today, my relatives from Trengganu came to my house to spends their holiday . welcome !

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

hari ini

my godness, im crying during English lesson. i cant stop it. i hope nobody noticed. my English teacher is very look alike my father. my father is also an English teacher. i miss him terrible much. ='( he is now working at kelantan. tell what. his attitudes very like my father's own attitudes. the way he reading, the way he write, the way he speaking, the way he smile and the way he makes joke. i just tot he's my father. i cant stand this. i miss you badly abah ='(

malam semalam

pegi the sale @ jusco ngan mama & kak anne. best, bcause all in the good mood. kak anne slalu blk kje je badmood. tp today agk weird sikit. haha. thank God. klu x aku yg kne blasah. emmm, beli brg dapur, aku amik bnyk junkfood. gaha. mama mrh. em kak anne bli handbag, aku bli jam, mama bli thermo pot. haha. balik lewat, xsempat iron bju, aku trus tido. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

petang semalam

macam bse la hbis bwat homework mkn, pastu tetibe jerk ramai miscall aku. first karim, 2nd ismail then aziz. same time. aku xto la pe mksud dorang tp kbetulan aku ade kedit msj jela dorang. aku ckp hye. hahahaha. macam2 dorang ni. karim kate, "kan best kalau awk tak pindah" aku jwb ni "sorry sbb xbgtau nk pndah. bz la. rindu korg slalu" huhu. yg laen mcm bse la tnye psl awek skola bruku. hahahaha. aziz nk dtg umah aku chinese new year ni tp aku blik kg la =( ismail plk plan march ni. i think its great ! hahahaha tak saba nk jumpe korg, mesti sume dah gumok2. hahahahaha =P bluekkk. aku plg slim =)

Monday, January 19, 2009

seronooookk lah ;)

weyh ! aku bru balek dr latihan bola tampar.
syiok gileeeeee baybeyh ! hahahahhaa.
maen puas puas cikgu ckp.
smpai lebam tgn aku. balik dgn syasya, fida n suzana. alhamdulillah, hari ini seronok! :D

Sunday, January 18, 2009

i just love sunday

well hello sunday ! finally u come. errrr even saturday is also a school holiday, but i just love sunday. this day makes me feel cool. relax and totally great. today i cleaned up whole house including my room. i cooked a Kuey Teow Tomyam. ;) ahaha. it is a lil bit work i havent done yet. my homework and wrapping text books ! hmmm i want to do it tonight. i just wanna spend my lovely sunday morning ! i love youuuuuuuuuu sunday

Saturday, January 17, 2009

new daily rountine.

6.00 : wake up from sleep
6.10 : take a bath
6.30 : solat subuh
6.50 : breakfast
7.00 : ready to go to school
7.20 : arriving school
2.00 : back to home
2.20 : lunch with family
2.40 : solat zohor
3.00 : take a bath
3.30 : laptop time
4.00 : homework time !
5.30 : homework / revise
6.30 : solat asar
7.00 : tidy room, clean up study table
7.30 : solat maghrib
8.00 : dinner
8.30 : hafal a form5's hafazan
9.00 : study
10.00 : study, or look back homework
10.30 : iron school uniform
11.00 : solat isya (quite hard to do)
11.30/12.00 : sleep


plus, saturday and sunday i have a tuition class.

Dear Diary, aku dah lame tak tengok tv, aku dah lame tak tido banyak2. aku dah lame x begayot. aku dah lame x shopping. aku dah lame x relax. aku dah lame x online ! walaupun skola baru 2 minggu. grrrrr memang sgt lame bg aku. sume pasal homework tak henti henti ! aku benci ! this is what i call PENAT GILE BABI

Friday, January 16, 2009

i'm so sorry.

now i am not in the right mood. cant explain my feelings. i just feel wanna shout at one place that make me feel better. i just want a peace. i hate this new hectic life. i'm bored to be so small. why? why all this things happened? why all people doesnt undestands me but i always understand them? why God? why? i hate today, where i have to pretending to be nice infront them but deeply i hate their stupid attitudes. can you wonder, sir Marimuthu ask me to collect all the composition books today. i have told them before but just 3 person had give it to me. what is it?
why dont give me cooperation? what when sir scold me? what ? what? whattttttt ?! i hope i will feel better after prayer. and im starting to feel guilty to all that im scolded today including my mum. im sorry. IM SO SORRY

he is the best

last night fairus called me. i feel so happy. for a long time, i'm not hear any boy's voice. he is the first since i move away. i miss all my boy bestfriends. we talk each other like usually. in the end of that talk, he sang a song to me. Tercipta Untukku. by ungu. one of my favourite songs. im speechless. i cant say anyting. he is such my real brother. he cares me. my sensitive heart touched again =( i cant be touched, because i will be so weak. yeah, now im very weak. i miss all of you, boy. especially FAIRUS HAFIZ BIN OTHMAN. i miss you

Thursday, January 15, 2009

wow.sy dapat award ;)



hahaha wow. first time i got an award. from kak inie chan. thankyou kak ! ;D sy budak bru blaja.

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

-hye kawan kawan. dah makan? shaye dapat award ni dri kakak comel. inie chan. shaye kenal diye mase shaye follow blog diye. hahahahahahaha. kak inie.... die sgt baik, friendly and helpful. die yg aja aku buat blog's background. i love you kak inie !!! ;))

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendirisebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag)


1) sy pendek
2) m'punyai tahi lalat di hidung, dan di atas bibir. haha
3) adik bradik sy sume prompuan ! grr what so boring but best gile bile shopping
4)sy sgt friendly. sy bru msuk skola bru tp ramai dah kwn sy ! yeay !
5)very very very stubborn. my mum always say that
6)oh sy bercita cita utk mengahwini jejaka bernama fairus hafiz atau abg si beg hijau sahaja ;P ghaha
7)sy kaki conteng ! suke conteng atas meja. dinding bilik sy pon sy conteng :)
8)sy tak suke durian ! eyuuwww
9)i love to dress up ;)
10)sy cucu bongsu kepada Tengku Man bin Tengku Haji Teh & Che Ku Esah binti (tak tahu)

im finish! :D dada ~


4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya danmenyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.
10? errr sy x byk blogger's friend.
5 jek ok ? ;p
and the award goes to :

1) kak nana :)
2) qeel :)
3) lim su sen :)
4) amalina liyana :)
5) lee chong hui :)

once again, thak you kak inie chan ! :D

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

girls, stop it ?

ishh tak suke la aku dorang dok gossip gossip aku ngan ckgu nizam. aku x suke die laaaar. tolong laa. malu taw tak. nak blaja pon da rase laen. ckgu ni pon satu, yg suke sgt tnye aku soalan apesal. hey. series aku ckp, aku nk fokus on study ok. dorang dok gelak2 je time physics & addmaths. camne aku nak masuk? dah la da bodoh. haaaii. yg pnting, ckgu nizam dah kawen ! hahahaha. girlsss, i dont care ... huh ! (menjeling) hahahahaha.

Monday, January 12, 2009

muah muah

am so bored stucked in my room alone. it is not means im free from homework, but just not in the mood to look all that spinning things. i just cant forget my past. where i meet a girlfriend at PTB. hahaha. lyana a.k.a qeel, the one that ask me to be her friend at that class. she's so cute, friendly.. and the most important is, she's rawkk ! hahaha. we love to spend our break time at 7-eleven. ouh "ehh teacher, bia la kitorang nak rehat lame mane pon. we paid you !" hahahaha. itu dalam hati jelah. i still remember, we love to skipped classes but all teachers still like us. hahaha. its that right qeel? ;P one day when she's not around, i feel so like budak bodoh.so what? i skipped it again ! ahahaha sampai lah tusyen tu bankrap. frankly i said.
errrr ktorang suke main main, bwat rmbongan cik kiah ke tandas, pg bookshop, kedai mamak and kacaw mesin potostet. gahahaha .ohhh i just cant forget all this moments =) it means a lots to me. and im so Thankful, i have many bestfriends in this world. Qeel, you're in. i love you.
and now, we both feel farrrrrr apart like mlysa n london. in fact dekat je. saba jer laa. dlm stahon skali je jumpe. klu aku x buat open house agaknye x jumpe lnsung la kite ye qeel.. haha ! btw, i miss u too rawkstar ! =D

Friday, January 9, 2009

stronger.

syukur, im happy to live in this friendly world. i appreciate for all that Allah gives to me. now i have a new bestfriends. syaeeza syasya , norafida, wey yin, and many more. i also still love my beloved bestfriends in smkpt. i miss them. alhamdulillah, they're not forgetting me. sometimes they calls me ;) and frankly, i'm touched. i will not forget them in every seconds of my life. but day comes by fast. i must change. i cannot still live with my old behaviour. lazy, crazy and sometimes always do the nonsense things. i always lost in my daydreamings. now, am realize that this world made by me. if i choose to be great, hardworking, and all the positive things, i will make a beautiful life. but if it is vise versa, i will lost. my future will getting dark, and i WONT it to be. i love my parents, i love my family. i cant cant emberassing them with my bad result. my parents gives all the things what i want, they sent me to the tuition..but will i make them happy someday ? i must study hard. and i have to be strong, it is many allegation in my journey. i have to face many people sayings. like im arrogant, hate to reply sms, ignore their calls, and refuse their invites. they love to ask me to hangging. but they dont even understands me ;( either i want or wont, i have to face all this things. one year more. i wont it becomes worst.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

here they come

lotsa homework !
so uncool .

Monday, January 5, 2009

awesome !

Dear Diary,

tell you what. today is my first day in new school.
macam budak darjah satu ma pimpin aku ;P
i got form 5 science 4.
mcm dlu gk lah add math ade lg ;(
then sorang pengawas ni bwk aku kt kls tuh. cuakkk beb !
hahaha then dh masuk klas tuu. aku prkenalkan dri,
then dorang gelak bile aku ckp aku tak suke addmath. hahaha
Pn Lee tanye, so what is ur fvrite subject? ;)
aku cakap aaa english kot ;p pastu dye cakap,
" so you will be the English Ajk. " ok ? ;)
pastu kena gelakk lagi. ahahaha. eehe. ok
lepas tu kannnn, ckgu suh aku dk blakang Farah, si pengawas.
i'm glad that she is friendly. lepas tu Yana, Faizah.. haha deorang best!
time rehat pulak, tetibe jerk ade budak cun ni panggil aku.
hahah aku igt apela upenye ajak rehat same, name dia syaiza syasya, ngan rafidah !
ktorang rehat same ;D ahaaahaha. at first aku confuse gk
nk rehat ngn geng mane satu ni '_' heh.
tapikan, aku tgok cam ade gk yg xsuke kat aku, huhu
but i dont care ;)
tell what ! situ bnyk gile chinese, omg rambut deorg
cantek gileeeeee. eeee geram. yg pling dekat ngn aku, Wy Lin.
comel, tembamm,x sombong :)
and my fave indian's student, RAJA apetah.. lupe laa.
dye panggel aku che'ah che'ahhh. heee comel jerk
dye sruh aku panggil dye rajee. hee. sweet, friendly gile ! dye tego aku dlu :)
yg paling x bleh blaaa, she is my neighbour lah! hahaha selame aku duk sni,
x prasan ade dye.. ;P suke suke !
ngahahahahaha nk tauu tak,
sekola ni ketatttttt gile rules dye ! setiap lepas rehat kne rabe ;p pastu hotdog aku kne rampas ! klu skola dlu, ktorg siap mkn lg dlm kls ! kan erra kan? hahaha. lwhatever it is, aku ttp rinduu skola lame.. hmmm ='( i will survive

Sunday, January 4, 2009

today

splendid happy !
SEBAB besok dah sekolaaaaaaaaaah -.-
n thnk you to izzarul for reminds me to wear a stockins.
hahahahahahahahaha
i will miss youuuu ;(

Saturday, January 3, 2009

S M K P T

it's so hard to accept the fact that i will leave you forever.

i HATE goodbyes.
and this song just amazing for me.
thanks fr all,ur msgs, sorry if i'm x reply yours.
i love youu.
sayonara, SMKPT :(

dis is for u..





lots of love, S H I H A.

Friday, January 2, 2009

tengku ira, tengku dina.

It was an ashamed moments. I feel like nk ttup muke kat mne ni, dushh. Eventho it is so many things makes me ashamed like hell, but this is the most rasenye. You know, i mean like criminals. Ye, aku mengaku sume ni. Aku mau berubah. InsyaAllah. Last week aku da mntk maaf kt dina, then td bru aku jumpe blog kak ira, aku mntk maaf. cuakkk sbenanye. Huhuhu. Aku la bodoh sgt. But they paid my worried. girls, You're so nice and i've been regret for what i've done last year. Thank you dina, Thank you kak ira. Sy doa smoge anda ceria & cantik sokmo ;p amiinnn.
And now i feel like owe you all something . bodohnye aku dulu dulu. But as Ira said to me, let bygones be bygones ;)
once again, thanks a lot to kak ira & dina.
and azam baru, buang habit ni. 'suka meniru'
teheeee. you go girl !

Thursday, January 1, 2009

happy new year to me ! ;)

new year, new vission, new spirits, new life.

heee, i wish this 2009 will be the best among the best year I ever had.
okay, no more tears. walaupun dah break up, fairus tetap kat hati . we still love each other, i mean macam abg dgn adik. smoge thun ni such a lucky year, and i wish for better result in exam, and for my big coming exam, spm.

pray for the best, prepare for the worst .
go shiha go ! chaio chaio ;P

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

bye bye dua ribu lapan :)

ohh now, 2008 is almost done ! for sure i will miss all the things happen. especially at my old school and old home :( okay, take it easy. mmm. memang susah nak lupe sume memori memori indah dalam kepale aku ni. hahaha. lets say sate per satu.


HAHA I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS ;


4 xbleh lupe kawan2 gileku, erra, izza, fazila, mus, nadiah. hahaha. erra suke ngat sakat aku. letak daun atas kpale org ;D
4every morning aku nmpak beg hijaw yg menyerlah lagi terserlah membuat lututku terasa lemah. hahahaha. but i guesss i'am syiok syendiri ;p la la la
4the choral speaking. great ! but worst sebab rizal dok blakang aku dlm bas. shit ! ;0
4yeahhhh ! we win the kelas paling ceria ! hahahaha
4oucchh the incident, tulang kaki aku almost retak sbb kne langga. time bru balik tusyen. poooda mamat bangla !
4twink twink ! my geng bas sekolah, amalina aida. best best ! dlm bas hari hari mengumpat mengumpat. and our basic topic is about abg si bg ijaw ! hahahahhahaha
4tak bleh lupe, the sketsa. ktorg menang no3 . dimane aku menggayekan pakaian ala-ala prompuan melayu terakhir, menjual gelang. lelong lelong ~ and then diki si juling pegi amik one of my bracelet, warne pink plak tu ! hish ('__') bile aku mintak dia kate adik dye amik bwat getah rambut ! wtf ! hahaha. takpe takpe. halal.
4dan yg ini paling sediiih, hp sony ericson kesayanganku terjatoh dalam jamban ! mse tu aku baru nk bukak slua. huuuuu. aku cite kat geng2 sume gelak. igt ape? huuhuuuuuuu ;(
4add math aku, 2 kali je lulus sepanjang tahun. susahh la ;
4and final year, aku masuk roket air ! dapat 3rd prize. hahaha aziz jahat ! dye buat roket last minit pon dpt 1st prize ! ahaha x aci x aci !
4mase aku ponten skola, aziz, apun ngan membe dye dtg umah aku. ya Allah da la aku nga pakai top ngan boxer jerk ! paraiiii, hahahha.
4my open house, ramai gile dtg serentak. x muat rumah yg agak daif ini. hahaha naseb bek ade buaian and krusi kt lua, klu x ramai dah blaaa ;p hahak
4birthday aku, fairus bg teddy bear besar, bestnyeeeeee ;) and syah hendri bagi aku abang si beg hijau sementare. hahaha. thank you thank you ;D

ehehhhh banyak lagi, x bleh cite sume. hehe. bye bye2008 ! i'll miss u ;)
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sweet memories, SMKPT :)






time ni mmg comot, tp best. hahaha
The day we laugh out loud together, We going crazy,
talking and laughing. best memories
for me. i will miss you, 4J, SMKPT ;)

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

rimas okayy !

STUPID. rizal text me again. he sms me, he calls, he makes a misscaled. i dont know what he wants from me now ! he is such a ******. i hate him anyway. sorry. where are all your girlfriends? did they lefts you behind ? padan muke ! so u can feel how the feelings that i felt before. maybe it is punishments from God for what u did to me one year ago. i knew, i have forget bout it. but please, dont ever call me syg or sorta like that ! i hate you ! i love another boy, not you ! ohh please.
and this is for sape2 yg babi macam budak tuu;
bape kali dah aku cakap kan jgn bagi number aku kat budak bangang tu, x reti bahase ke ?
klo x salah sorang dari korang yg bagi, sape lg bg ? korang dah janji kan xnak bg no aku kat sape2 ! kt spe lg aku nk pcaye ? bukan sekali due aku tuka no ! banyk kali dah. im sorry. tp mmg aku syak ade sorang d antare korang yg bagi. aku tau kau, haprakk !

Monday, December 29, 2008

one week lefts, school ruined my mind again

hoo yeah, harini kua shopping, bli brg2 nk skolah. agak best, sebab main amik je ape yg aku suke. pastu ma baya. hahaha. bukan slalu aa dpt mcmni. sebab nak masuk skola baru, tu yg ma kasi can sikit ;p tapi tadi adegak scenes yg x best, bcause just in one week till the day schools open, ramai gile. crowded, aku paling x suke yg itu ! klo bole time aku shoping aku nak aku sorang jerk yg ade dlm mall tu. haha. hmm tudung skola ok je, first kedai dpt beli da, tp baju nagn kain susa sikit. xdok size ! heh. apelah. brape kali aku try kat fitting room. sume size besa2. londeh la, longgar la. x best lansung ! bukan aku nk over melawa g skola tp aku nak selese. klo xselese mcm ne nak blaja kan? aiyoooo -.- then pegi lg cari kdai laen. hampeh gak ! ksot skola tu mmg fvrite aku, tp tetibe plak td size3 kecik sgt, n size4 besa sgt ! eeee geram nye. ape kne ni? slalu size4 aku pakai muat2. x mungkin kaki aku mkin kecik, mkin bsa ade la. pelik. sje nk sakitkan ati aku. fed up, aku plilh je size4, ikat ketat2. ok la tuu. hahaha. and now, aku tgh cari bju n kain skola size S. huuu ;( letih la gini. sediyh2~

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

hmm.

hari ni aku demam terok. panas sangat satu badan. demam rindu kot. i guess demam rindu ni tipu tipu je tapi tak. betol2 aku rase. sumpah aku sakit sangat. kpale rse berat, badan seram sejuk. nk trun tangge pon x larat. hati x sedap.nk nanges pon ade. im not comfortable. i wish there're someone next to me to cares for me. i really need a hug ='( and then td zaimy call aku. macm tau2 je aku sakit. dye cam suare aku mcm bru bgon tdo. aku ckp ku demm. and we had a nice talk. lepas dye call je tros aku nanges. ade jugak org amik brt psal aku. tp aku tak tahan ! aku rindu fairus =( aku nak dye. nk dye jge aku mcm dlu. knape sume ni trjd kt aku? ckup la aku dah laaaaaa sakit .hmmm tuhan je yg tahu aku skrg ni.
syg, smoge baik2 kat sane...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

the face that i miss damn much ='(





btw, tq fer this. i heart it..

Monday, December 22, 2008

crushed ;(

wont say too much. hate that word!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

help me.

i really in trouble now. i have to choose betweens Smk WM Seksyen 5 or Smk (P) Air Panas. hurrhh. yg aku nak kat zonR1 dah la xdapat sbb xdek course sme ngan aku. dpt plak skolah2 yg aku xnak nih. hmm tapi xpe, ku layan je. yg penting spm nih ! gah. hoiii tolong aku. mne stu ni?
nk skola campur ke or girls jerk ? jiran2 aku kate skola air panas bagos because bnyk cina, they speak english very well. yaa,but kalau aku mik skola tu, kang nti environment x same mcm skola lame. aku banyk kawan laki . hee ;p. arrghh bole gile aku camnih !


A or B ? ;(

Thursday, December 18, 2008

so in love

fairus hafiz oh fairus hafiz.

i lebiu budak busuk !

c(:

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

the day of the week.

today was good ;) early in the morning after pray i talk with abah. we talk a lot . i tell him about my studies and he told me bout his past. it was really great ! hahaha my dad is a lil bit funny and itchy actually.and in that talk, abah said this to me"this coming year, no more dating. i dont want you in love right now. u must struggle to achieve what u want. you are the only one daughter left." hmmmm huhu -.- yeaaah, then ma give me cadbury choclate. nyummy nyummy ~ and tell what . he come to my house !! yeay yeay i love you. good day :D

Sunday, December 14, 2008

an evening.

huarrrrgghh.... hmm, hahaha walaupun mma bebel bebel sbb aku tdo petang lame sgt. skg baru bgun, aku rase fresh sangat. seronok. dont know why :) hmm ma dah pg kje. akak kua. aku sorang lagi. bgun tdo trs mkn. tehehe. fairus x call lg, mybe xde kredit. tp smalam kitorang b'gayut best gileee. hahahaha. hm bukan senang nk dapat petang yg fresh mcm ni dlm idup aku.so, aku enjoy ! ;DD

today i got this SMS's ;

tahi hidung m'lambangkan persahabatan,
semakin dalam kita korek,
semakin dalam lah persahabatan kite. so,
majulah kegiatan mengorek tahi idong,
demi persahabatan kita.hahaha


send by; nor izzarul anis bt nor ramli.
hahahaha tuik!


sejak kau tiada,aku sering menyendiri berbual
dgn pkok betik untuk mengisi masa lapang.
kadang2 aku m'ngikat botol oren pd tiang rumah
agar nmpak lebih cantik.
saban hari aku termenung dalam peti sejuk mengenangkanmu
yang berada jauh denganku.
aku cuba bermain badminton sambil makan mi hailam
utk mengurangkan perasaan rinduu,
tapi aku tak terdaya,
lalu aku membelasah 4 ekor itik serati jiran sebelah sebagai
tanda aku amat rindu padamu.
cheku...


hahaha send by; nurul nabila a.k.a mek nab !
awek klate ni, aku rindu sgttt !muah



ismail : (miscall aku).
aku : hey ;)
ismail : hye ;p
aku : ape miscall2 hah ? haha
ismail : salah call lah ! hee
aku : (-.-)''
both : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D


whatever it is, i enjoy today. love this evening.
i dont care. hahahaha

Saturday, December 13, 2008

its rainy outside.

today i wake up very late. almost 2pm. i feel so sore, down. empty.. i dont know why. i can hear that its raining outside. this morning i was solat jemaah dengan abah. then i fall asleep again. untill now,i cant smile. hmmm i had a wonderful dreams actually. about a girl,preety enough and she is very kind to me. i very adored her but in reality she hates me (perhaps). Ya Allah,i dont want any enemy.. but why must ade orang benci ? hummm till now i still thinking about that dreams,and that girl. i want it becomes reality. becomes true.hmmm. May God fullfilled my request.fairus sms me :) he said that he was on the way to home from kuantan. he went to see a specialist doctor. i dont know what his diaseas. hope he is fine. for me today is very early. i'm not solat zohor yet. i could tidy my room ,mma dah marah2. cant deny that one. hahaha. yaa i hope i can get my dreams and have a beautiful life. amin.

Friday, December 12, 2008

the gloomy night :(

this nite fairus calls me,but the line is jealous of us.its doesnt clear.line putus putus.i hate that! he is in fever now, really..i'm worried about you syg :( sorry sebab bilik bongok ni xde line pulak malam ni. bangang** huuh.tonight i will sleep without joking,saying i love you and not like b4.wish you get well soon. good night my dear.

Fairus Hafiz B. Othman ;)

yaaa, at first i just tot him to be my ' abg angkat' , hahahaha. caring and understanding, its him !he treated me like his own girlfriend ! i like it i like it. ;) we know each other quite good, since 2007, by myspace.he added me and we're get more closed when we always chatting together. i dont recoganise him actually. but since he is too friendly with me, so ehem ehem macam ade pape je. hahaha. for first time i opened up his profile,then i know he's actually a skater boy! hahaha . he stay in dungun, trg which is near to my hometown. kuala terengganu. hahaha. MACAM ADE JODOH. but wait ! at this time, i just in relationship which my ex-bf, muhd rizal. to be honest, actually we're not really confirmed fr what status in ours. single? divorced? huh because it just like the same. for almost a month, HE does not call me, even sms or come to my house. day by day, i become hate him and feel like just want to blow him away ! huh ~ you know what ! one day when i was alone, boringgg and suddenly miss him,(i mean my ex) i open his ms profile, and view his album ! Ya Allah ! i was shocked ! he created new photos album , named 'My Cute Girl' kalu x silap. in that album ade banyak gamba awek de yg 'cute' ! huh whatsoeverr ! what make me more suprised isss, he doesnt put me in his topfriends ! oh my! who i am for him ?! i feel like want to cry, but i DONT ! x bole nangis pon ! ntah la, maybe because i have a new hero in my life, FAIRUS HAFIZ :) afterwards, i deleted all things about him including phone num, diary, and all stupid things belonged to him. lantak arrr peduli ape aku. kau nak sangat awek baru kan ! pegi arr pegi mati dengan dorang ! you're a great playboy ! congrats to all your victims. :) stop talking about him, i want to tell about my new hero a.k.a my sayang musuk. hhaaha.he is a skaterboy,in group which all known at dungun.on that time, he was still studying at Gong Badak, i dont know what the name. since we got phone number masing masing,i started to sms him, and he always calls me at nite even he use a public phone :) .THEN, our love started :) best best best !

7 things i love about him ;

1.he is not poyo like other boys (perhaps la) haha. poyo jerk

2.i can feel his sincerely, wihout unfaithful . maybe because i'm his first love :)

3.cant deny, he always take care of me

4.he love to call me princess. heeh ;p

5.suke topupkan , ^.^ tehehe

6.he's the funny 1. hahhaa

7.he's a skater boy. ;P

nahhhh i got 1 things i hate about him;HE IS TOOO SHY. AT FIRST TIME WE MEET, HE JUST SMILED AND LOOK AT HIS SHOES.HE DONT SPEAK IF I DONT TALK TO HIM.HAHAHA AFTER A MINUTES BARULAH OKAY.dont be too shy to me, syg. we're all just the same :)okay, its enough. i love you i love you i love you. thanks for everything

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Aidiladha ;)

ouhh i had a verry borring raya haji. hahaha

^.^

Sunday, December 7, 2008

thank you mama, abah.

eeeee best best best ! today i got a new laptop !
hee hasil merengek rengek
memang berbaloi ~
thank u mama, i love youuuuu